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Tuesday, July 10, 2012

summertime blues

Four summers and counting.  Four summers since he has been gone and I still have the most difficult time.  This summer probably is hard because my children are busy and there is no usual vacation to plan.  I feel so alone this year-but maybe this is true every year-just forget how hard it is. 

How will I continue and how can I move past this?  No strategy yet.  I understand that it is all up to me-but somehow I cannot summon the energy to deal productively with my enormous sense of loss.  I have trouble envisioning a full life around the corner.

So little joy these days.

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