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Monday, October 8, 2012

The Push

Was I always this pushy?  It seems that I put 120% into some of the activities that I engage in these days.  And I am not content to just sit and wait for things to happen.  Why? 

When did this start?  While I agree that it is important to be focused and proactive, I think that I go overboard in my pursuits.  It colors everything and then I tire and sit back and wait. Drive myself crazy with the "wanting" and "waiting".  And I am so tired to trying to hard to capture some sort of warranty for happiness.  Am a bit distressed that I have to put in so much effort to assuage my loneliness.

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