First weekend alone in a while. It occurred to me last night, as I was trying to sleep, that this all is a period of adjustment. I guess you get used to everything, and I will too - get used to being alone again.
Yes, I am really sad and really anxious about the future. Not just the singleness of my life but the changes that I need to make and the very uncertain journey ahead. Bruce would say that I should be excited not nervous-but I have never been too good about forecasting or envisioning things. He would have also agreed with that as well.
I will plan and keep fingers crossed that the adjustment will be okay and that time will take care of things for me.