Horrible Sunday-just horrible. I was sad and there was nothing to distract me. I searched for Law and Order reruns and could find nothing. I needed to work but had no desire. I did not even want to knit.
How can I get past this-this absolute I hate life feeling? What do I want and how do I get it? I realize that I hold the key but do not even know where the door is. I need to generate some excitement but am at a loss as to how to do it. It does not seem to be enough to just put one foot in front of another-I have lost the path and am just wandering.