I have been wallowing. Licking my wounds and totally feeling sad for myself. I know that I need to stop and move forward. I want to close my eyes and shut all of this out. Too many traumas, too many decisions and too much work to do. Is there hope for the future? Hard for me to see it now.
But I do know that there will be good to come. Maybe not everything I want, but perhaps something good is around the corner. I want to be hopeful, I want to believe that my luck will change, that my karma will start being positive.
Holidays ahead and the solitude. I have got to hang on.