I am accumulating losses. I tend to gather up all the things that are going wrong and view them as one. And so it is no wonder that I am so so despondent. One trauma by itself is easier to deal with but I put them all together. And then there is the emptiness.
So hard for me to deal with right now. I know that I need to stop dwelling on the empty's and try and find the glass half full. But I am having a particularly rough time.