It seems that lately I am either disappointed or disappointing someone. Are my expectations unrealistic? Probably they are.
I am not sure what I expected when Bruce died. I know that when he was alive, when I thought of a solitary life-I was fine. I had this image of myself as a strong independent woman. But now-I do not have that image of myself. I sometimes feel that I am in a dark tunnel - and am feeling along the sides to find my way.
Is this part of my education? How do I use the knowledge that I have gained to move forward while finding my balance?